Pretending

Hey guys

So I just wanted to talk to you about pretending

So this girl I know pretended to be Zayn Malik and I believed her for a long time

But now I know and you are probably thinking "she is so stupid" well it was very real

I felt like he was the only one who cared for me at the time

Now she is trying to bring 'Zayn' back into my life and it gave me heart break when I found out he wasn't real but i don't know do I want her to pretend to be him?

Do I need it in my life?

I'm scared that I will become attached again

She said that 'Zayn' misses me

I showed all my friends what she said to me pretending to be him and I feel sick to my stomach

I really don't know what to do

I miss talking to someone like that but I know it wasn't real

I sound really stupid

And you will probably laugh

If you have had anything like what I am going threw please comment and tell me I need to know what to do

See you soon

YouTube Girl x