Hi guys
So this is going so awkward for me to tell you
but
i have my first date tomorrow and let me tell you, i am so scared
I have never been on a date, even thought i was in a relationship for about 3 months but it was long distance but we never saw each other, not once
But the person i am going on a date with hasn't properly asked me out yet
To ask me on a date they gave me a little sheet of paper and it said "We have been together for quite some time so i thought it was time i shout ask you out for our first date on Saturday" or something like that and this was on Wednesday
I am really nervous because tomorrow i also have to go to the optitions and i know most people go to the optitions when they are like a baby and go like once a year but i have never been and i am freaking out and then i am going on my date at 12 or 12:30pm as we are not sure what time my optitions appointment is then i am going to sleep at my friends tomorrow night
I have a very busy day tomorrow
All my friends know about my date and they fully support me
Sorry i know this is boring talking about my life like this, i just find this blog a way to release stress and my feelings
Non of my friends know about this blog or my twitter
Wish me luck for my date tomorrow
Thanks
YouTube Girl x
